A new year,

The first day of 2014; though it is only yesterday when it is still the awful 2013 but I just have this confidence (from nowhere) that this year will be much better. I knew I have been through alot, complained alot, stress alot, pretend alot but tbh, the last 2 months of 2013 was the greatest part 2013. It had been so long since I felt great about myself and my surroundings. I dont know how to explain it but I know there is this comforting feeling that I have not feel for a very long time.

I dont know why but I cant bring myself to write down the people im thankful for here. Maybe 1) im too lazy 2) not many people know about this blog anyway 3) i prefer doing it in my heart. So yeah, keeping it to myself always seemed like a better option, well at least for me. It is always the night time when Im alone when i feel nostalgia and do loads of self reflection. Nobody is perfect so am I but i know i reflect upon myself alot which is probably why im so self conscious and tends to overthink. Well, that is me i suppose. Anyway, on a lighter note, I was listening to some songs that used to listen a lot and still enjoy it then I thought of a song I listened alot when i was sick and gave me strength to persevere through the pain during that crucial period. So much meaning behind a song, well you dont get it from a typical JB song at least. I really hope that they will come to sg again since i missed them the other time.... sigh

Here is the song anyway!